If you felt my pain,
Would you still love me?
You don't know my thoughts,
And you don't know my feelings,
But if you did,
Would you still love me?
If you fought my battle,
For one day, at least,
And felt the eternal moments,
Would you still stand by me,
And hold me in your pale arms,
Still my comfort?
Despair,
Churns my soul.
Love,
Blinds and binds.
Hate,
Tries to devour.
Many emotions fight.
Did you feel them?
Did you know them?
Will you ever feel them?
Will you ever know them?
Will you ever know me?
But now as I stare,
Deeply into the blue eternal,
The abysmal love that is,
And ever will be there,
It chills my bu
Twice Before The Twilight Hour by bladeangel-neo, literature
Literature
Twice Before The Twilight Hour
Twice before the twilight hour
Sits a man of mysterious power
By a tree lone and stark
Swaying in the night so dark.
He reads his book
With nary a side-glancing look
Learning olden lore
Becoming even powerful more.
With rough hands of labor
He turns the page so tender
As if petting a little child
With a heart so mild.
Then once before the twilight hour
This man of mysterious power
Closes his book
Giving a side-glancing look
Towards the moon so fair.
Then with no great flair,
He stands tall and unspoken
And walks away mystery unbroken
Whispers in the night silent
Spoken to Winter's chill blue,
Confessions of heart broken
And holding to fleeting warmth,
Tears that burn a crimson violent
A testament of the unspoken.
Emotions
Pulling, ripping, jumping, colliding
Rave
They
pull, spin, twirl, push
My mind and heart to the limit
Rave
It is
Maddening, psychopathic, evil, dark
Makes me question myself, my existence
Who am I?
Rave
Will I be
liberated, freed, cured, calmed
Or will this torment never end
Leaving me to my questions
Should I
Rave
Beautiful yet evil, temptation
Calling, beckoning, motioning, embracing
Wanting me to come back and wrap my arms around,
What I once cherished and loved
It was pleasing to the eye.
To embrace it again
Rave
What is it?
Loving, hatful, heaven, hell
It almost turned me into a monster
Now it is swee
Fate trembled that day,
Two powers will not sway.
"I swear brother,"
Fate began to shudder.
"I swear brother,"
Curses Fate did utter.
Two great forces will not be denied,
Two elements allied.
Blade by Blade,
They'll be at each other's aid.
Bound in the here and after,
Echoing in eternity hear their laughter.
I can hear their swords being drawn,
Enemies no longer have a dawn.
I see their blades' gleam,
This is the end of Fate's wretched dream.
Enemies are taking flight,
From their woe some plight.
With dogs of war ready to assail,
Their battle cry, a great wail.
Fate is trembling this day,
Their powers will not sway,
"I'm
She Called Herself Angel by bladeangel-neo, literature
Literature
She Called Herself Angel
She called herself Angel,
But she had no wings.
Feathers did seem to fall,
But that was probably just me.
She called herself Angel,
She had scars on her arms.
She says they're from childhood,
I say I knew better.
She called herself Angel,
She had emerald eyes,
That seemed to cry,
I fell from my sky.
I called myself Devil,
I had no horns.
But flames did seem to rise,
But that was probably just her.
I called myself Devil,
I had no visible scars.
I said I was fine,
She said she knew better.
I called my self Devil,
I had dark eyes,
That seemed to fade,
She came to my aid.
She called herself Angel,
But she had no wings.
F
I stare blankly,
At a barage of lights,
And flashing colors.
Red,
Green,
Yellow,
My wonderful,
World of fantasy.
I\'m a mind trapped,
Out side of reality.
My body stares,
At a screen.
Only my hands move,
Rapidly pressing buttons.
I\'m encased here,
No escape,
From my escape.
I\'m trapped here,
I love it.
Reality dies,
With my awareness.
My reflexes take over,
No longer a loser,
I am a conqueror here,
Just for a time.
Here I reign,
And I am not me.
Those that would kill,
And devour me,
Are illusions,
And easily slain.
But then I awake,
My body moves.
My eyes blink,
For the first time.
Reality lives again,
Ag
I suffer my days,
Through trouble and haze,
Navigating a life's lonesome maze,
Hoping for an end to this troublesome phase.
But no,
I've hit a new low,
As my sorrows grow,
At this faces glow.
An end have I found,
Lying on crimson ground,
My heart begins to pound.
End of my world all around.
Let the world scream,
Hoping it busts at the seem,
Fading into time's dream,
Never again shall life gleam.
Current Residence: dunno...but its hot, and a guy with horns is smiling at me... Favourite genre of music: see above Shell of choice: lol My girlfriend Skin of choice: uhm...my girlfriend's Favourite cartoon character: Donald Duck (he's so much like me) Personal Quote: My body, soul, and mind are not to be used without my written permission, violaters will be sued.
Favourite Visual Artist
see above
Favourite Movies
The 13th Warrior, LotR Trilogy
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
undecided...really freakin' undecided
Favourite Games
Morrowind! (Its like Evercrack only not as popular)
Yep, Morrowind is awesome. However its also very very very addictive. Every so often I have put it down and walk away otherwise it's all I ever do. With all I the mods I had installed I had become a vampiric god who would sail around on a ship with all his followers (and wives), smite villages and kill other gods.... it was fun.